/ audacious

Sunday, April 27, 2008

uncertainness

looks like there's quite a number of people that are uncertain of their future during this period of time.
sigh.
i used to think that i'm very certain about my future, all the way since secondary three. i had an idea of becoming a fashion designer when i'm 10, decided that i will go to lasalle to take fashion after O level when i'm 15. and now, after so many years, and at the last lap of the race to my dream career, i wonder, is it what i really want?

fashion, is something i came to realize, a very marketing and business-ish thing.
and i'm nothing of the above but an artist. sigh.
i love to work my collection with concepts like art theories, philosophy, history, humanities and sociology.
but the fact is who really cares about such stuff? especially in singapore, the chances of getting a job as a fashion designer is almost certainly zero other then opening a label yourself. and the atmosphere in the fashion scene here, is... superficial? i just loathe it. its really hard to place your passion as a career. i guess we always place too high an expectation with our own passion, sadly.

but i guess i decided to continue my bachelor of arts in lasalle. one more year as a student and one more year to convince myself that i can manage to survive in fashion world (or one more year for my chance to struck lottery. ha).

well, enough of that.

today, me and dear went to SIA cabin crew interview, just for the fun of it ! (as we have nothing better to do, ha)
there were omfg lots of people. the queue was horrible. i don't wanna play along once i saw such a long queue but dear was like since we are here must well just stay. haha. it took a freaking 50 mins queue to hand in the application form and measure height (for the girls). and another one hour plus in another freaking room to wait for name to be called for the interview. in the end i didn't even have the patience to wait for my name to be called ( after one hour plus of waiting,omg !) as dear had done with his interview, so i heck care and just left. haha ! what a good way of wasting time. i got to list this as one of the top 10 rubbish thing that i did !

the right one was taken by my sis's new cellphone. i wish i was this fair, but i do look haggard when i'm fair. so i guess tan is just right for me. (:

{11:41:00 pm}

Friday, April 25, 2008

a day out.

a tired day out. shoot in the afternoon, did four faces with 2 looks each.

during the shoot when i'm done with the makeup.

after the shoot, dear came to meet up with me and we went to cathay for lunch/dinner. afterwhich, we when shopping around for a birthday gift for his friend. its been quite awhile since we stroll around town this way. and i finally bought my eternity moment after i had finished using my euphoria for so long.

all in all, i'm quite satisfied with today.

BUT, the wet weather ruin my jogging plan though. both yesterday evening and today morning ! i hope the weather tomorrow would be good. so i could jog with dear, its been a month since i last jog !

{12:13:00 am}

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

the smell of freedom

hello !

i'm back.

assessment done ! and i manage to finish everything on time. special thanks to my dear who helped me a lot through this period and tolerating my temperamental temper. sorry for the times that i've made you angry. thank you dear! and i love u ! muackx!

a glimpse of my room when its up and messy.

this is the lowest record i had in years. its without food for 10hrs, without water for 3hrs and a 3 hrs sleep that day. but i'm back to 42.5kg now. these 3 days i've been pigging at home, sleep and eat and watch tv ! haha.
anyone wanna join me for the Singapore Bay Run???

i'm still wondering whether to join the competitive or the non competitive. competitive would be the 10km run and non competitive there's 10km and 6km. its on 24th august. and early bird registration ends on 30th april, so those wanna join me reply me asap k?

{12:35:00 pm}

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

pardon me if my entries are really dull lately. next week is assessment !

1st outfit toile- 75% done.
1st outfit actual- jacket half done (which is the most difficult part)
2nd outfit toile- not done yet.
portfolio- done. but with lots of amendments need to be make !
collection plan- done.
catalogue- not done yet.
cpj(creative profile journal)- not done yet! (omg, 5 tasks !)
process journal- still have lots of stuff that i've yet paste in. (luckily its just cut and paste).

and and, i can't seem to keep myself awake ! probably because i'm growing older. haha. i've been sleeping an average of 5 to 6 hrs per day.

i better go and continue my work.
till then.

tata.

{7:28:00 pm}

Saturday, April 12, 2008